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2010-09-17T16:36:00.000-07:00

Well , i really didn't know what to title my post. So I just put it as no subject, just like any other program does when you don't pick a title for it.

I have a tumblr , but a bunch of people are making those now, so there's no longer any privacy for anything that i choose to write. I hope this Blogger is worth it :D

But anyways, on to my point of this No Subject post ~

I'm tired of my friends. Every day it's the constant & same routine as the day, or week, before. I get to school, and I feel welcomed. But when it comes to classes and walking to class, they just ignore me. Or they choose someone else over me, like I don't even exist. I hate this feeling of loneliness. One day, i'm gonna get them back for what they do. I'm probably one of the nicest people anyone will ever meet. I'm a loyal friend and I always try to make things right. But yet I only find myself with 2 or 3 friends that i can actually call true friends. I don't deserve this. In my school, it's divided into two groups, and they're both popular. I hang out with the naturally pretty, and fun, group. Than there's the other group- don't get me wrong, some of them are pretty. But they act like wannabe chongas & the kiss each other on the cheek and mix their spanish w/ english. IT'S ANNOYING. But apperently, not many people think so. My group went from having alot of friends , especially guys, hanging out with us. But it's narrowed down to only a couple of people who still hang with us and the guys all find us annoying and mean. Which is NOT a good reputation if you're me. But everyone knows me as one of the nicest ones so i'm good{: and the constant drama and bitch talk about each other is really bothering me,too. it's not good at all , and we are deteriorating. I just want to seclude myself from everyone for a week and see if anyone misses me, but truely misses me. Than, i'll know who my true friends are.

There's No Need To Shout

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